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[Sep. 5th, 2007|06:43 am] |
havent wrote in this for awhile
so whats new with me... hmmm
alot
so much has gone on
that its so much to type
but heres some of the 411 on me
im not talking to daniel anymore.
i got in drama with 2 guys
and now im talking to this new boy ernie
who im starting to like more and more
im goin back to school finally
and now im searching for a job
i hope my life takes control
and im praying that everthing will be ok
i hope it is |
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[Mar. 7th, 2007|12:03 am] |
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i like knowing this
Johnnyvixen5: i really do miss you Mr. torres
Johnnyvixen5: :]
Eww Robertt: Me to |
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[Nov. 12th, 2006|04:46 am] |
im so tired
haha
was drinking earlier
with my puta
:]
blah i need a job
someone hire me dammit
haha
hmmmmmmm
im bored it sucks
and i need to cut back
on smoking cigs
its getting bad
i need to hang out with friends
i feel like i havent seen them
in awhile
ugh
i hate being alone
:/
ajghfjghjhfdja
the end
peace |
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[Aug. 4th, 2006|12:56 pm] |
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hmm i woke up today at 7:40.thats to fuckin early for me.but as soon as i woke up stephen came to my head and all i was thinking about is him.it sucks.all i kept thinking about was that he and me are no longer we.and i was remembering what he said to me"whats there to work out if there's no problem".there is fuckin problem and its me.thats all he had to say.sometimes i could hate him so much and still love him more then anything heh.like he could be in my head and ill get teary eyed but then like 15 mins later im over him.idk whats wrong with me heh .im crazy.blah i think i like jon but i dont think he's into me like that.which somewhat sucks.i dont want to be alone.i realize i hate being single heh im not how i was before where i liked being single and having fun.but now i like having that fact that when i come home there's always someone there i need to call to ask how their day was and stuff and to say goodnight.i miss that.im so dramatic haha.but anyway ive been listening to ashlee simpson alot and one of her songs just said exactly how i was feeling about stephen.and this is what i feel like saying to him.
take it back take it all back now
the things i gave like the taste of my kiss on ur lips
i miss that now
i cant try any harder than i do
all the reasons i gave,excuses i made for u
im broken in two
all the things left undiscovered
leave me waiting and left tp wonder
i need you
yah i need you
dont walk away
touch me now how i wanna feel something so real
please remind me my love
take me back
cause im so inlove with what we were
im not breathing im suffocating without you
do u feel it too
all the things left undiscovered
leave me waiting and left to wonder
i need you
yah i need you
dont walk away
when im in the dark and all alone
dreaming that you'll walk right through my door
it there i know my heart is whole
there's a millon reasons why i cry
hold my covers tight and close my eyes
cause i dont wanna be alone
all the things left undiscovered
leave me waiting and left to wonder
i need you
yah i need you
dont walk away
cause i cant fake and i cant hate
but its my heart thats about to break
you're all i need im on my knees
watch me bleed,would u listen please
i give in i breath out,i want you
there's no doubt
i freak out,im left out,without you
im without
im crosed out,i cant doubt,i cry out,i reach out
dont walk away
dont walk away
dont walk away
dont walk away
this is what i was feeling.i feel like telling him to listen.so he could know how im feeling.and for him to realize he losing someone who cares that much for him.that im worth being with.but if he doesnt then its time for me to move on.and find someone who will
think of me as worth it.
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